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Sunday, Aug. 22, 2004 - 5:18 am

She sits in silence on an isolated rock, with her legs neatly tucked under her rear end.  The sunlight somehow dodges the lazy oak trees that sway around her, and lightly rests upon her pale smooth face.  As I walk up closer to look, I notice that her face is quite plain.  There's nothing special about her apperance, but she isn't unattractive by any means.  Unfortunately, this trip's purpose wasn't pleasure for my eye.  I had brought with me a list of emotions and scenarios that I wanted to experience even if I had already experienced it before.  She doesn't notice me observing her physical features.  She merely grasps my notebook, and glances at the opened page.  The first item reads, "First sensuous kiss."

As I lay there, I drifted off into a daydream as she described in great detail, my scenario.  I could almost feel the warm soft lips on mine as I imagined both of us exploring each other's mouths.  It was brilliant...  Her words were like music  as they painted images into my head, causing senses of pleasure from every angle.

This is ecstasy for me.  Visiting her at my own free will, I sit ready to listen and experience my deepest desires through words.  I relive my dreams over and over...  This is my gift...  my curse...

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