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Fuck Off Thursday, Aug. 19, 2004 - 7:06 pm I know what I must do... It's what everyone fears and no one talks about. I used to want to start a different diary called deflowerme. It would be a collection of firsts... The things that first burst the cherry... The first car ridden drive. The first time for intercourse. The first time you felt vulnerable to that one person... I have to end it... This is it... I hate myself. I hate everything about me. I'm not normal. I've been reminded of that so many times. I've been haunted with that fact. I think too much. No... I imagine too much. Maybe if I acted more "normal", I could have had what I wanted. That one chance... To be with the person that I was closest too... FUCK ALL OF YOU.
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