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quest for sobriety

Monday, Aug. 23, 2004 - 11:32 pm

Someone please stop this incessant whirring of desire.  I came the other night.  I came really hard.  I love cocaine.  I'm in love with so many things.  Yet I still can't go on.  I'm reminded by Aristotle's quote, "Young people are in a condition like permanent intoxication, because youth is sweet and they are growing."  Life becomes less and less sweet as we grow older.  I don't understand it.  Aren't we supposed to obtain some sort of wisdom and a better grasp on our lives as we get older?  Instead, we live in bitterness and anguish...  That's funny...  Coke makes me violent...

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